1st love...finish....

2day.....u guys knw wats happen to me?
Jz something that vry bad to me...
haizz....
after a few days since 1st of May...
she.....said that she din hv any feeling to me....
i m jz felt weird...
why..why she wanna do so much for me although she din hv any feeling with me....
hold hands with me? DIY a doll for me? Cry for me?
I really duno...haiz...
the feeling that i feel nw...jz..SAD..
jz sad...
when i think that she want to leave me...
i really duno...what to do....
jz ride motor go out...jz like a mat rempit and round and round over the car...
when c the tembok....i aso dun care and jz ride pass...
and...aso almost drop down from the motorcycle...
WHy!!!!! why i jz dun wan drop from the motorcycle and jz sleep at hospital 4ever...
damn...i jz wanna to forget everything in my life....what wrong with me....
i m really gonna crazy...
haizz....
I m useless..
really useless....
studies? cant even study better then other... Games? Always scold by others "NOOB"
Sport? Jz like a tree and jz standing there....haizz....
i jz knw hw to use parents money and use the money for playing games...eat..and others...
i really duno wats the benefits of having me in this earth...
jz knw hw to play...eay...sleep...uses money...and duno hlp families in houses...
U r Useless and Suckz !!! Pei!!!!
why i would born in this earth...
in the year 2012...would it really the end of the world?
if thats real...pls...god...lets me die nw....
whats the different if die in 2012 and nw....
i think...this is the 1st time i fall in love...and...also the last time i fall in love....
i wont.....wont fall in love again....until its really come itself....haizzz....
bt..i believes that...it nvr comes.....
i really hope that i can get the A diseases and died or even separate from public...
God..if can...i really hope to died immediatly...or..
jz let me sleep forever or until the end of the earth...


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