不要輕易說出承諾

我不知道承诺是什么，只知道曾经的承诺在时间的长河中犹如一粒石子，可以被冲走,不要承诺，诺言是说给自己的,许下的承诺是欠下的债,给对方的希望同时，也许有一天也会给对方遗憾，美丽也哀伤,承诺就是一张白纸，就是开心时所说的谎话，一次次的伤害，一次次的对不起,承诺是美丽的包装？还是善意的谎言？是伤害还是遗憾？我从不轻易的承诺，我知道人世间的事，谁也无法预料，该执着的永不怨悔，该舍弃的不想再牵挂，该珍惜的只想好好把握，值得爱的只想好好的去爱,可惜...有时候请不要轻易的说出任何承诺，如果你办不到；不要说出承诺让人有了希望又去毁灭希望……承诺应该在心不在口，行动永远是承诺的最佳证明。相信行动，不相信承诺，放在心里的承诺才是最好的承诺。如白云从不向天空承诺它的留驻，风景也不向眼睛说出它的永恒。不要轻易许下承诺，它本身没有错，错的是我们承担不了诺言带来的责任……或许一路走过来，走得太苦，也或许承诺的人还不懂什么叫做责任，忘记了前面的道路不是我们想怎么走就能那么顺利的。世上没有永远的承诺,我已经不再相信有承诺

Cry

After a while le...or may b can say...almost 2 month le..i still...standing at the same place...
the place that where she left me..haiz..just left me standing at the same place and wait the miracle ..but...i think that those miracle wont happen in my life..i really wan to cry...find a place with nobody..to cry...a few moment ago...shoot by some1...jz like something that straight away pierce into my heart...really no mood le..i really ...very tired...tired...what should i do? See to the bright future? i duno....i jz want to cry...

经过了一些事。。
我。。已经想好了。。
我。。决定。。。要忘了她。。。
真的。。只是怕。。忘不了她。。
希望我可以做到吧。。

1st love...finish....

2day.....u guys knw wats happen to me?
Jz something that vry bad to me...
haizz....
after a few days since 1st of May...
she.....said that she din hv any feeling to me....
i m jz felt weird...
why..why she wanna do so much for me although she din hv any feeling with me....
hold hands with me? DIY a doll for me? Cry for me?
I really duno...haiz...
the feeling that i feel nw...jz..SAD..
jz sad...
when i think that she want to leave me...
i really duno...what to do....
jz ride motor go out...jz like a mat rempit and round and round over the car...
when c the tembok....i aso dun care and jz ride pass...
and...aso almost drop down from the motorcycle...
WHy!!!!! why i jz dun wan drop from the motorcycle and jz sleep at hospital 4ever...
damn...i jz wanna to forget everything in my life....what wrong with me....
i m really gonna crazy...
haizz....
I m useless..
really useless....
studies? cant even study better then other... Games? Always scold by others "NOOB"
Sport? Jz like a tree and jz standing there....haizz....
i jz knw hw to use parents money and use the money for playing games...eat..and others...
i really duno wats the benefits of having me in this earth...
jz knw hw to play...eay...sleep...uses money...and duno hlp families in houses...
U r Useless and Suckz !!! Pei!!!!
why i would born in this earth...
in the year 2012...would it really the end of the world?
if thats real...pls...god...lets me die nw....
whats the different if die in 2012 and nw....
i think...this is the 1st time i fall in love...and...also the last time i fall in love....
i wont.....wont fall in love again....until its really come itself....haizzz....
bt..i believes that...it nvr comes.....
i really hope that i can get the A diseases and died or even separate from public...
God..if can...i really hope to died immediatly...or..
jz let me sleep forever or until the end of the earth...


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今天。。。
是我 housemate 的生日。。
早上在班上时。。就发了一封信息给他。。。
希望他会开心。。
我们上课到十一点后。。跟往常一样。。吃东西。。
然后我们就去了朋友家讨论功课。。
大概一点多。。
就做学校巴士回家。。。还看到米加乐呢。。回家途中。。还跌倒。。T.T
回到家后。。。她说要忙到两点多三点酱。。
我就先睡了。。
到了大概六点多。。
她叫我醒...然后我就去冲凉。。。。
准备出门了。。就跟她说一声。。。
就出去了。。。我们去了 gurney。。。吃了kim gary。。。
然后去看 unborn。。。几好看咯。。。本来不会被吓的都被女生的 housemate 吓到。。
我们就看到大概十二点。。。就回家了。。
很奇怪的事为什么我 sms 她。。她不回我呢。。
就一直打电话。。。最后。。。总算回我信息了。。
说她妈妈在旁边。。。不方便。。
我们就sms 了一下。。她就睡了。。我也做我的东西。。
突然。。她sms 我说她不能睡。。。
又问了我一写奇怪的问题。。“说如果有一天。。。得了病。。
离开了我。。我会怎样。。。”
我就问她做么问酱。。她就说要睡了。。真担心。。。
我就打给她。。问她多一次''真的没事''? 她就说没事。。。希望如此吧。。。
我真的很担心。。真的怕她会有事。。不可能突然问我酱的问题的。。。
哎。。天啊。。。真的希望她会没事。。要有事的话。。就发生在我身上好吗？
我甘愿我有事也不要她有事。。我愿意拿我的命来换她的命。。
天啊。。真的希望她会没事吧。。。哎。。。

2day....wake up at about 11.30....=.=
then...realise my father bring the laptop go le...T-T
cant do anything..
so just take the mexico bun...and go to watch the movie"神机妙算刘伯温"
then i see until 1.30...my fren come fetch me go gai gai liao...
then jiu go out le...when reach pacific...
saw some fren wearing some shuffle pants and dance at there...i jz knw dat got ppl wanna battle with them....
then about 4.30...
we go to another fren house to fetch him...then we just go swimming.....
after swimming..i jz go bak home le...then when wanna reach 8.30pm...
i tot outside will become dark and i wanna go out to see....then i jz drive out....
but i din see any of the shop nor houses is closed the light...
the i jiu go the cyber cafe le....
about 12am....i jiu go bak home le.....

Chging my+self

Long time no post blog here le..
even if i post , aso nobody will see de..
T___T
sad....
Nw i finally think vry carefully le...
i nw wanna learn some shuffle from my fren....
hope i will dance well in shuffle..
and dun think about love aredy...
it jz making me complicated ....
any 1 who see my blog can leave me a comment pls?
T___T
sad